Hi guys.... I am new to this community and I was wonderign if someone could help me...... Here's my story. I am 21, and I weigh 145lbs. I want to loose 45lbs and I want to loose it as fast as possible. But I need help, please! I need inspiration and tips. I have a hard time with not eating anything.... my stomach hurts and i feels dizzy. But when i get to that point i dunno if i'm allowed to eat..... ? I have been kwith my boyfriend for four years. we live together now and we have sex less now then we did when we first met. I have gained weight, about 20lbs since we met, and I now that that is why. One night aftr I got out of the shower I even cought him pleasuring himself to porn. You know the thin beautiful blond bombshells, not like the brunette whale in the bedroom. We havn't had sex since then. I was heart broken.... i wish i was beautiful enough for him to want to have sex with me. But i'm clearly not. He's thin, 24 125lbs. So beside him i look like a F***ing whale and it makes me cry. Will someone help me??????? I want to be thin, my GW is 115lbs. My b/f is going away on a trip in a couple of weeks and when he gets back June 1st I want to have reached my GW, do you think I could do it? How could I do it? Please help me!!!! Thank you!!! Current Mood: frustrated
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